This is my page where i just yap and practice my coding

Stuff I do.

• Music
• Video Games
• Poker
• Making Music

Uptate

Rn i am taking a break from coding this. I have like a lot i am trying to do. I like running a D&D campaign and stuff like that i will be back soon hopefully with new HTML knowledge.

The pit of dispare

This is one of the main reasons i made this site. I want to start documenting how i feel somewhere cause ik that if someone finds where i write stuff in my room it will be weaponized. I set up this part (imma try to make it seperate from the main page) to start talking about how i feel and what is happenin hopefully to get advice from someone in the guest book below.

No one listens

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When I say no one i mean my mom. I love her yet for some reasong she wants me to be someone else and im tired of it. She wants me to go into the engineering space, and apply to the "Illinois math and sience academy. I want to write I want to do photography i wnat to make music. But it seems like it doesnt matter like i dont have controll over my life. I cant make decisions about my future. Its like my mom wishes I was someone else or she wants to control my life. And then she lies too her friends that i love stem and now I have an internship from nasa that I have to pick up when im 16. Im tired of it all. I can talk to my friends about this becuase then im weird. I dont know what to do. Im stuck on a robotics team playi ng the piano and taking weird classes to the point where I have to keep this website a secret. Good thing i have 5 more years left.

I really dont know how this works im just putting it here you i can have a solid conversation with someone who actually might care to talk and so i dont feel like im forcing you to talk to me.